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Sunday, April 01, 2007

10:31 AM

school will be starting really soon for me.the thought of it is just so scary as somehow you just do not know what to expect.the idea of just being in a completely new environment without a clue on who the heck would your new found classmates be and all.it's just like starting primary one all over again.though technically yea i totally cannot recall what the feeling was like then but yes i am just certain that it was not good.otherwise why are primary ones known for crying on their first day of school though yes i did not cry for the record.but still it is just pretty freaky.i hate it whenever i am just out vulnerable to all.where i am outside my comfort zone with no friends to rely on.ok call me immature or what not now but i am just certain that any normal person would feel the same way too.i dread the start of poly life even though i know that i am so going to love my course.however i do not want to leave my current attachment with all the lovely people,colleagues and all.i so would not have been able to mature to what i am right now today.it is also through this that i have learnt like your idea of ALOT and gained the exposure required for me in order to succeed in my future.i wish starting a fresh in school would do me good though.no more long hours of punishment and stuff like that.it's time for me to ditch all my previous hardcore partying and for once try to live the life of a nerd devoting every waking moment studying and just simply trying to achieve something for once for myself in the near future.i really regret my secondary school life somehow.there are so many things which i would love to change well not only in my school life that is but in many more other aspects of my life.i suppose if i do such maybe things would turn out slightly better for me than it is right now.perhaps people would just respect me a little bit more.but then again that was my past so hopefully i can be better once my new term starts.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;